Some people just dont get it, do they?
So.. at times when they get stubborn, i will eventually have to quit
beating around the bushes and get straight to the point
in order to just push them away or make them realise and listen to whats best.
It didnt get any better when they still want things to go their way and refuse to listen,
that usually gets on my nerves and i will end up being harsh.

I will say things like,
"Get a grip and get a move on, i dont like you.
No point in trying too hard."
but then again, as always, ill feel bad after.
Like right about now, this guy thinks that
the reason to why im still single and
still isnt his is because im sitting for my O
levels in a few months time and that i might lose
all concentration if we were to be in a relationship.
He, on the other hand, is ready to commit whenever i am.
Boy, how wrong and very unflattering is that?!
Does he even know how im always lying when i told him that
my grandmother wanted me to accompany her
watch Wrestling on the telly or that
my mum is screaming for me and i need to help
her in plucking her white hair was
some random pathetic excuse i
just made up to avoid talking to him?
Im even doing it right now!
I just merely lied to him about how im baking cookies
and that i will get right back at him when im done.
Its 5 in the freaking am, and if he still believe that.
That should explain alot about him.
On a totally unrelated note,
Ed Westwick does resemble a spitting image of Robert
Pattinson in Gossip Girl Season 2 after the
death of Bart Bass when his hair looks like crap and all over the place, doesnt it.
Only Ed is alot more hotter, obviously.

Now, how much of a coincidence is that.
But he still does gives me the chills though.. apart from Zac Efron of course.


Im still worried that the cockroach my sister [Read: tried] to kill earlier
would sneak in my bedroom and rape me in my sleep D;
XD ew.